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Poppy welcomes and guides Evan as their bond grows intimate

The Reincarnationist Papers

Poppy welcomes Evan Michaels at the point when his private sense of being different becomes a possibility he can share with another person. She explains the Cognomina and its Ascension, offers to guide him through the society’s process, and ultimately stands before its judges as his advocate and witness. Their connection carries both practical trust and growing physical desire: Poppy’s assurances make a path into the group imaginable, while Evan’s attraction to her turns that welcome into something more intimate. His acceptance gives their bond a public consequence, but Poppy’s support is present before the verdict and continues into the ritual of belonging.

Recognition and emotional trust

When Poppy explains that the Cognomina is an extended family of twenty-eight members, formed centuries earlier by people like them, she also describes the Embe tattoo worn after Ascension. Membership, she tells Evan, is not simply a matter of claiming a past life: a candidate must demonstrate to people who knew earlier incarnations that he is the same person in a new body. The old test was brutal. A candidate could be run through with a spear and accepted only if he returned in another life and identified his murderer. In the present, a panel instead weighs verifiable names, dates, places, and other details. By explaining both the society’s history and its present procedure, Poppy gives Evan a framework for understanding the experience that has isolated him.

Evan responds by describing years of wondering why he was different, concealing what he believed about himself, and imagining conversations with people who could understand. Now that he has found such people, he wants to meet them. Poppy takes his hand, strokes the back of his head, and tells him that finding him has made his introduction to the Cognomina her responsibility. Her reassurance is more than a transfer of information: she presents his discovery as something she will help carry forward. Evan’s relief and Poppy’s physical tenderness establish trust before the society has heard his case.

A guide who becomes his advocate

Poppy lays out the Ascension as a demanding process rather than a ceremonial formality. Five members will judge Evan’s status; he will recount his life histories, answer questions, and offer details that can be checked. The proceedings may last days or weeks, with breaks while facts are verified. A successful confirmation leads to a celebration and a private name, known within the society but not spoken outside it. Poppy makes the procedure intelligible while emphasizing that the substance of the case must come from Evan himself.

When Evan asks whether she will truly advocate for him, Poppy answers confidently that she will. She explains that the person who finds a newcomer normally takes that role, and says it would be her honor. Her confidence is striking because she has never served as an advocate before; she nevertheless reassures him that her task is to help with procedure, while the answers remain his. That distinction defines their partnership. Poppy can introduce him, stand beside him, and interpret the institution, but she cannot substitute her testimony for the life he must prove.

Her own account of her first Ascension also gives Evan a comparison for the ordeal ahead. It lasted only two days because the person who found her could testify to knowing her two lifetimes earlier, an unusual eyewitness circumstance. Later Ascensions, she explains, are generally easier because living members can corroborate shared memories; the first is the hardest. Poppy uses her own experience to make the process less unknowable, even as her example underlines how much Evan’s first test will depend on what he can establish himself.

Attraction and an abrupt change of register

Their closeness is not only institutional or emotional. Evan remembers wanting Poppy from the first night he saw her in the basement, and learning what she was intensifies that desire. As she speaks about the relative ease of later Ascensions, Poppy strokes his leg and draws her fingernails down the back of his calf. Evan lies back, moves his leg against her hand, and yields to the moment with eager expectation. The scene makes his attraction explicit through action and bodily response rather than through a declaration of a settled relationship.

The contact stops suddenly. Poppy withdraws her hand, leaves the shoe that she has untied on the floor, and goes to a dresser for a brown leather syringe case. Evan recalls his wariness of heroin, the damage he had seen it cause in Istanbul, and his own recent experiences with other drugs; he had been injected for the first time two nights earlier. He says he is not in pain before she can ask. The scene therefore turns from erotic anticipation to an encounter involving a needle and his apprehension. The evidence establishes that shift and Evan’s concern, without making the interrupted touch itself a completed sexual encounter.

Testimony in the grotto

Poppy’s role becomes formal when she brings Evan before the Cognomina’s panel in an underground grotto. She descends with him by torchlight down a long stone staircase, then presents him to the judges as a neophyte claiming to be a palingenesist. She states that she believes him and has assembled the panel to judge his claim; she will act both as his advocate and as a witness. Evan must answer for himself, but Poppy makes clear at the outset that she stands behind his case.

During the questioning, the panel asks Poppy about Evan’s reaction when he understood what was happening and whether she believes he is one of them. She recounts that he had been visibly shaken, then inquisitive about her and the grotto. Asked directly whether he is a palingenesist, she answers, “Yes. He is one of us.” The declaration is personal in its certainty but also evidentiary: the person who found Evan offers her judgment before the judges who must decide his status. Her support does not end the examination, but it supplies a clear witness for the claim he is making.

The panel eventually accepts Evan by a vote of four to one and welcomes him as a brother. His relief breaks into tears; Poppy’s advocacy has helped him reach the decision, though the verdict belongs to the panel. The distinction matters to their relationship: she has not simply promised him a place or guaranteed the outcome. She has accompanied him through a process in which his history is tested publicly, then remains beside him when the result turns his hope into recognized membership.

Welcome, naming, and belonging

After the vote, Evan tells the gathered members that they already understand his happiness and calls the moment precious. He says, “I'm home.” He then jokes that he is glad they did not have to kill him, an allusion to the old spear test Poppy had described. The room answers with cheers and laughter. Their shared awareness of that history lets the joke connect the frightening past form of Ascension to the celebration of Evan’s survival and acceptance.

Poppy immediately qualifies the welcome: Evan is not home yet, because the tattoo remains. She holds out a fingerless leather gauntlet, laced underneath, and he notices black ink along the edges of the Embe-shaped template on its top before slipping his hand inside. The gesture makes her guidance tangible once more. Earlier, she had explained that the tattoo follows Ascension; now she presents the object associated with that transition and directs him toward its completion. Evan asks for the name she used in the introductions. Poppy gives the name Nez-Lah, while explaining that everyone there calls her Poppy. This final exchange places a private identity within the public welcome and closes the passage from Evan’s isolated claim to his life among the Cognomina. Poppy is at once the person who found him, the witness who vouched for him, and the companion who helps him cross the threshold.